Instead of playing pity party, I’m just gonna take refuge knowing that you actually care and want to be around me. I can’t even describe how much It kills me inside to finally know that I’m capable of doing such a horrible thing to you.
Since day 1, I knew I liked you. I just wasn’t sure I was ready. I didn’t want to have you feel the same way I did when it happened to me. I really love you, I believe I do, I want to be with you and make you happy.
No, I’m not like the rest. No, I’m not your worst enemy. I just want to love you while finding out what I might love as a career. You’re just like me and I like that about you, about us. I really want us to work and work together as the lovely couple we are. You’ve lived your life a little differently than I, maybe you could show me a thing or two about love. I’m sorry I am mean, I’m just scared is all.
Please. Don’t leave, I love you.
(I’m sure some have been in this spot before. Like that one song says, “you gotta love the one you’re with.”)